Simphony #6 [Badmood]

Felt so sad
Now

i don't know why

i just wanna meet my lovely family
Have a meet with my funniest friends
Tell something and laugh together
spend the night with everything nice to do
i'm so sad
Just feel sad
Feel so Lonely...
i'am alone
on the crowd

when i'm down
and (sometimes) tears fill my eyes
i don't know where i have to go
Loneliness teach me something
Something that i'll never get it
on my lecture
Loneliness teach me about obstinacy
about autonomy

Tears, teach me
that something will be sense meaningful
when we had loss it
i can't hold it on my hand
Just in the past
i'll get it again
with my will power
Tears, teach me that not for the longest time
i can hide it behind of my purity
i can hide it behind my obstinacy
But i can save it,
on my deepest heart
till nobody can know about it.
I can save all of my feels
deep in my heart

God always with me
Never leave it
Although for a minute